CONCOCTIONS

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Going my own way

In a few days I will be 36 years old. Closer to forty then thirty...WOW. I feel like I went to sleep in 1984 and woke up in the year 2010. I feel the same....lost, insecure, hopeful, pimple faced and still waiting to sprout breasts. The only difference is that I have to pay rent and my bed time is whenever I like.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Another Sunday

Another Sunday. I'm coming out of my head. I have been cleaning closets, cleaning my head, getting it right, so my life can start once again. A new season, a new body, a fresh set of eyes. I look up at the sky. I wish my big wish and I hope with all my faith that cupid is out there with a bow. He knows the boy that my mind thinks about. He knows the boy that I see and dream about loving me. Cupid has been called out in this spring season to shoot down a boy that I feel in my bones would love to fall down in love, fall down to be in love with me.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

A new day

I want to transform my life. I need to set new goals and develop meaning for my life. The next 3 months will be amazing. Hard work to be done. I want to be in the place where I can be special to someone (girlfriend). I want to be secure, open, healthy, happy and have some direction. I want to be enrolled in Herbal school and will study herbalism for 3 years and be certified as Herbalist.
I want to travel to Europe and start regular routine of international exploration and adventure. I want my healthy sexy body. I want to practice yoga and be massaged on regular basis