MUSE

This work is called, "Untitled #102" it was painted by mixed media artist, Martin Brouillard. This man is my muse. This collection of work comes from "Healing" 2006. I recently e-mailed Martin to inquiry about this work, as I have being using it in my "concoctions". The work has been sold to someone in Vancouver. It was so strange to be e-mailing someone that is your guru, muse, or someone that you have placed up high, to look up to. My fingers were shaky on the keyboard and the e-mail that I sent Martin took along to draft.....I wanted it perfect. I shall keep the e-mail and also the ripped magazine picture featuring, my favourite piece of art and frame it, as someone bought the "real mccoy". I got to have a conversation with the artist....even better. Maybe one day, I will own a piece of his work. My inspiration and a strange fact.... Martin and me are born on the same day...September 28th.

And yes....he is married. Thank goodness or I would be living the life of an artist in Montreal and London!

Starting to lose the plot in life. Time to chage it up!

Today is the day! I have come home. I'm writing again. I feel this huge urge to push myself in the direction of the "right" path for me. I'm in love with a naked "bum". So, whoever owns this bum please stand up and walk my way. I need change in my life. Good change. I recently placed my body on a weight scale. I don't do that. I trust my body and listen to it. I was curious and since I have not weighed myself in decades and I'm 34 years old....... So, the last time I weighed 120 pounds......most of my life. In the past four years I fought a battle and almost wasting away (thanks to heartache) to nothing.....I weigh 128 pounds. I'm overweight....for me. I need to get me back. I need to look in the mirror and find me. I have some ideas in my mind which will be my next entry and it about concocting a plot, a story, a romance, using ideas of the Laws of Attraction. I think I will do an experiment. I like the name Mark, Leo.....